Thing is... I've got a lot on my mind. Right. I can just hear my friends laughing at my monumental statement of the obvious :) They'll say I've always have a lot on my mind, and they'll be correct :) Guess this is just another ordinary "can't sleep due to mental congestion" nights...
I've arrived at yet another crossroads. I read somewhere that life is a series of crossroads, where each fork takes you on an adventure, unique and wonderful on its own. While I have no problem believing that life is a series of crossroads, I'm not so sure about each fork being wonderful.
Sure, I exaggerate. The options I'm presented with are not bad ones; far from it. It is however a matter of a personal challenge, of stepping outside of my comfort zone, and ultimately, the exercise in a staunch and confident believe in oneself.
In short: do I have what it takes to get me where I want to go?
Please excuse the ambiguity... I apologise that I am unable to divulge more details simply because this is so very public a forum :) Kindly indulge the ramblings of my exhausted mind; it seems that my fingers are moving with greater rapidity than the faculties of my mind :)
Still, the situation remains...
The beauty of the matter is that I don't really need to make a choice, at least not in the here and now. In a way, the choice may decide itself. It's just this nagging feeling of doubt that I need assuaging.
Whatever happens, I will simply remember that God is in control :) Greatest comfort ever :)
Goodnight! (I hope!)
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